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I'm the Same
04:56
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I'm am young, but I am grey.
Wish I could say I'm not gonna stay.
I think inside I feel okay, but Isn't life another way that I'm wrong, that I'm right, that I'm insane
Oh I just hope I'm the same.
And I'm the same.
Someone told me that they know where they're going, and what is so.
If it's true just tell me now, have the dead now talked somehow?
Are they wrong? Are they right? Am I insane?
I just hope I'm the same.
And I'm the same.
Now I' m by myself, I'm all alone.
Is there something else?
Now I want an open mind and to try to stop myself and find something to life thats not a lie, something to life where I don't hide in the wrong, in the right, a life insane.
I just hope I'm the same.
And I'm the same.
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A Little Demon
03:21
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I've been confused, am I abused?
I cannot live, I'll rip in two.
I cannot breathe, scared of the new.
Everything I've always dreamed will never be.
Everyone I've always known, can't see.
Have I been tricked, am I a stick?
If I am dazed, can I be free?
When I am dead, Will I be me?
All the things I thought I felt were never there.
All those times that I did right, and who cares?
Everything I've always dreamed will never be.
Everyone I've always loved cannot see.
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My Storm Has Set
03:49
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Tryin' to Love Someone
03:47
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The Cloud Cries
03:10
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I don't know if I'm fine.
Don't wanna know I'm on time just in case I'm lost in line.
Everyday I'll prepare, for a day I might share
with someone who's scared just like me.
When someone tells me I'm nice,
lends me more of that vice,
tells me I am just like Christ,
I wanna see through my eyes. I wanna say that I'm high,
even if the cloud cries because of me.
I'm so tired and drawn to my fire.
And now I say goodbye.
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I Left the Castle
07:38
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All of my life I've been a slave to myself.
During my years, I was trapped in hell.
Now that I've grown, I'm on my own. But I am alone.
Well, I still feel free to decide how to live my own life.
I'm pressure free, but I'm still lonely inside.
I've left my home made out of stone
to find a new throne so that I can feel free.
Learning to live in a way that I never thought of.
Changing so fast, can I hold on to love?
No more confined behind the castle door.
Still full of hope, what will I use it for?
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My Eternal Crusade
02:58
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I've been sitting around, staying down.
I gotta do something, to astound.
No more hiding away, stone and grey.
I think I wanna try, to apply myself.
But I don't wanna fail, oh no!
Don't wanna be a fool, oh no!
Wish I wasn't scared, oh no Each day passes by, real slow.
Should of got myself out there, long ago.
Trying to break all my shells, open my arms.
Hope I can figure it out, all by myself.
Sometimes I wanna say, oh no.
Curl up into a ball, oh no.
Look up into the sun, oh no.
Sometimes I wanna say oh no.
Sometimes I wanna say oh no.
Sometimes I wanna run oh no.
Sometimes I wanna hide oh no
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I am glad, For what I have in store.
No more hoping for more, never have been here before.
I'm off the floor and I haven't felt good for so long,
haven't felt good for so long.
Now I'm ahead, now life will spread.
Tell everyone, I am not dumb.
Thin as a thread, But won't be misled.
Won't be undone, I think I've won.
I feel like a big weight Is off my chest, like life isn't always a test.
Don't even feel so depressed,
and I must confess that I haven't felt good for so long.
Haven't felt good for so long cause I live now.
I don't care now for all the things, that future brings.
A brand new age, no more a cage.
Now I feel free, no more high seas.
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Now I Know Now
02:33
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I'm on my throne, I have my home.
I think that now I have found holy ground.
I think that now I know, I think that now I know.
In my own town, there ain't no frowns.
I think that I have no fear, I'm a strong musketeer.
I think that now I know, I think that now I know.
Now I know now life isn't so bad.
Now I know now life isn't so bad.
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I have been lower than ever.
I entered in a bitter endeavor.
Tortured and hopeless I never surrendered, but did it even mean more?
I felt alone, but I hid my feelings.
Turned them to stone and I went to kneeling.
Called to the stars for strength and healing,
but then I opened my eyes and said I will love again.
I will love again, I will love again.
Shaky and bare I looked for armor.
I am the heir of glory and martyr.
Nothing prevents me from pursuing my honor,
meaning, and purpose to live.
One day I woke. and looked all around me.
Shocked and amazed I tried understanding.
Opened my mind came in for landing,
and now I've grown so much and say I will love again.
I will love again, I will love again.
And I won't give in.
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Sanguine Knight Long Beach, California
Songs about existentialism and being sad. Some love songs too.
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The Legend of Jethro
by Jethro Astle
Album of the year every year
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Alien Heart Pt. 2
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Through the Soil II
by Various Artists
A 37-track compilation benefitting the Trevor Project, featuring tracks from Julien Baker, MJ Lenderman, Parannoul, Ratboys, and more.
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